the reason why...

Yet, when you see 'little wonders' like these, all of the worries seem to fade away to nothing and I remember that God has called me to go and therefore that's where I'm supposed to be and EVERYTHING else, no matter how uncomfortable, is taken care of and in HIS HANDS.

Isaiah 61 is the main Psalm that surrounds me as I prepare to go... tried to copy and paste it here, but I couldn't so you'll have to actually get your Bible out and look it up. It's amazingly relevant actually...